dat is me..
ari tok mcm nda betul jak aku..aku tfikir kan " "..wat he want from me??im very2 daif.. sedangkan ia,quite perfect..everybody say him nice,kind-hearted,hard working n so on..he has what i want ..how to treat child,how to servivour in this world..but the problem is,his married already,older 20 years then me..how??if i want him,of couse people will say that im materialistic,laki tuai,biasalah ka duit ajak-sori,dat is not me..ntahlah..mayuh2 indu bukai,more inteligent then me,more pretty, indu cina..apahal milih aku??SOT amai aku diatu..sometime, i think why he want me,im not preety,kurus g,mata sepet,not fair skin but im hardworking,ulih bekerjasama ngau ia,easy going,kind-hearted,non hypocrit and sex!!(jesus, please forgive me..all my sins)..udah mayuh kali ia mencuba ka mengoda aku..tapi aku ngai.and it start 10.07..we fight!!bodoh mai aku!!baka t memalukan ia gak aku-sori,aku nda sengaja..and i worked with him more then 1 year,can say dat we know each other..macam2lah ia shyco aku tme nya..bisi gak ia nganu aku..he add on my pocket money-apa nn ka meli aku ka??dat word out from my mouth..not 1 tme,but many2 time..last2,i accept it..(jesus,once again i say sori..please forgive me,my family and my fren,all my sins..)..boleh kata susah senang tme keja nang samalah,ngadu BQlah,nda mencukupi skoplah,att kursus together,att meeting sama, sometime he told me bout his personal problem..bini ia nya itulah,inilah..but i never told him my personal..dat is me..!!wat i know bout his mrs..she very hated me very much..fikir aku suka laki ia,sori ukai aku suka ia..ia ti suka aku suba..mayuh kali aku menolak tp mayuh kalilah ia shyco aku..
begining 08, he sent me to kch..work at kuching,he ask me to stay at his home,empty home but ful furniture..sometimes i slept there,more slept at my parent house..,tme nyalah ia menjadi mai perangai..but, i live like very wonderfull..can say,every evening he meet me..he really make me scared,takut famili ia nemu,famili ku nemu..memang aku akan mati kena bunuh aba ku..add on my pocket money..then give love..bahagia gak,tapi perasaan nda tau dilayan..ngai ka aku hanyut dalam duniawi..(jesus,bring me back)pas nya, sent me to sibu,tapi ku keja keras..even do he support me..then bring me to KK,check in Sutera Harbour..-5 stars..then check in at King Park Hotel..-3 stars..tme check in at Sutera Harbour,he treat me like im his daughter,ndai ngasuh ku dry his hair,everything he done for me..terlalu memanjakan aku..tp if he with his mrs,ia merengek baka anak mit ka susu,everything ask her to do,sangat cerewet-with everybody..but with me,everything ok..actualy,aku fikir if i go sibu,hubungan kami 2 kurang or tawar..tapi semakin menjadi,pas abis meeting he will take me out..he told me,if i want back to kuching,i must inform him 1st-he want to meet me..MUST MEET HIM 1ST!!!nya susah mimit..nti famili ku nemu,memang mati kena bunuh meh aku!!4th meeting,ia madah,if our KKM project finish,where he want to put me??i told him, search big project before KKM project finish..he want to put me at kuching..nya susah..paling susah,nadai keja,how come can support life at town..even do i can stay at my parent's house,ka makai apa?ka meli baju ngena apa?ka meda wayang baka nie?ka meri famili duit baka nie??hopefully kami bulih project besai baru, awak ka aku ulih keja ...or aku bulih keja ti manah..jesus,help me..i try to stop think about him..
begining 08, he sent me to kch..work at kuching,he ask me to stay at his home,empty home but ful furniture..sometimes i slept there,more slept at my parent house..,tme nyalah ia menjadi mai perangai..but, i live like very wonderfull..can say,every evening he meet me..he really make me scared,takut famili ia nemu,famili ku nemu..memang aku akan mati kena bunuh aba ku..add on my pocket money..then give love..bahagia gak,tapi perasaan nda tau dilayan..ngai ka aku hanyut dalam duniawi..(jesus,bring me back)pas nya, sent me to sibu,tapi ku keja keras..even do he support me..then bring me to KK,check in Sutera Harbour..-5 stars..then check in at King Park Hotel..-3 stars..tme check in at Sutera Harbour,he treat me like im his daughter,ndai ngasuh ku dry his hair,everything he done for me..terlalu memanjakan aku..tp if he with his mrs,ia merengek baka anak mit ka susu,everything ask her to do,sangat cerewet-with everybody..but with me,everything ok..actualy,aku fikir if i go sibu,hubungan kami 2 kurang or tawar..tapi semakin menjadi,pas abis meeting he will take me out..he told me,if i want back to kuching,i must inform him 1st-he want to meet me..MUST MEET HIM 1ST!!!nya susah mimit..nti famili ku nemu,memang mati kena bunuh meh aku!!4th meeting,ia madah,if our KKM project finish,where he want to put me??i told him, search big project before KKM project finish..he want to put me at kuching..nya susah..paling susah,nadai keja,how come can support life at town..even do i can stay at my parent's house,ka makai apa?ka meli baju ngena apa?ka meda wayang baka nie?ka meri famili duit baka nie??hopefully kami bulih project besai baru, awak ka aku ulih keja ...or aku bulih keja ti manah..jesus,help me..i try to stop think about him..
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